Realizing Your Value

I have realized my value; I will sometimes fall... But there is a reason. That being said, nothing is the same after you realize you are living in a world where some people push those nasty buttons in which they have no business doing.

Finally I can rest a little easier to realize that if someone doesn't respect me I do not need to give respect back, do not have to be the perfect girl or person. I accept the negative aspects of me as they are a part of me; Those who bring out the shadow side of me... it is for a reason, not for some imagined wrong!

Each day I love myself more and more, with the peace of mind to know I was brainwashed into believing I was no good, worthless and a horrible person with no future. They are wrong! I am worth every bit as much as the next person and I don't have to feel insecure and doubtful about myself... THEY were wrong and I am so happy to finally be seeing my true value!!!

I just like everyone deserves respect, love and to live. Don't let others bring (drag) you down...  If they try... cut it off at the knees and carry on!

Love and Light AS always

Wandalynn

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