Sometimes
Sometimes I feel like I want to be another person. Living with my Illness is a hard thing... But then I think; I am a special unique person. I have such a range of emotion... and have been working on this for such a long time... Taking things one day at a time and never believing in what I was made to believe. I still can be someone; even-though I am going to be turning 42. Someway; somehow I will, I will succeed... Some times are good some times are bad but I know deep in my spirit that one day soon things will be so much better. Deep down within there is a flower waiting to blossom into that enduring bulb that will grow bigger and stronger each-time it re-emerges. Life and living are two different things and I want to Live; live life to the very fullest. Life is too short to dwell on things we can not change and one day I will have that life I deserve and so desire. Sometimes you need to just displace the negative people who try to belittle you or make fun of you; too many ...
